Knowledge is power, and in order to find the strength you need to turn your life around some of these books might be helpful. These are my favorites that provided me with several mind altering revelations. While reading them I was just constantly going: Oh my God! That´s how it is! That makes so much sense!
The links go to the books on Amazon UK, but you can most likely find them in you nearest (online) bookstore.
Deliberate Receiving: Finally the universe makes some freaking sense by Melody Fletcher.
Many Lives Many Masters by Brian Weiss.
Messages from the Masters by Brian Weiss.
Meditation by Brian Weiss.
The Law of Attraction by Esther and Jerry Hicks.
Grain Brain by Dr David Perlmutter
Good Calories Bad Calories by Gary Taubes.
Wheat Belly by William Davis.
Feminism and how to be an awesome human being
Think by Lisa Bloom
Cinderella ate my daughter by Peggy Orenstein
Next on my reading list:
Fortunes of Feminism by Nancy Fraser